Here I am talking about my doing stories, and now I sit here not feeling like doing them...again! I don't know what is wrong with me here. When I'm in the mood to work on them, I'm not in a position to do so. When I am able to work on them, I just sit here doing anything but stories. It's like all my motivation is just gone!

I make all these promises and I once again fail to deliver on them. Dare I say, it feels more and more like an obligation than a hobby. That's probably what's wrong. Back when I was cranking out stories like nobody's business, I wasn't even using or any other such website. And that's probably the problem. It was just me, the stories, and DtV where I submitted them.

So it seems like it all boils down to this: While I'm not calling it quits on new stories, I am no longer going to try. If the drive hits, and I'm able to do it then, then I will. But it seems my new motivation has been to maintaining

To everyone who has been eagerly waiting for something new from me, I'm deeply sorry to bring such bad news. But the drive just isn't there for me. I would have to be put in a void where time is stopped and there are absolutely no external stimuli.

I still have a few stories I have already done that I have yet to post so I could go ahead and post those. But as far as new ones go, I just don't know when I'll ever be in a strong enough mood to work on them.